Re: Clarification

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lesley ^Ž

09/27/2023, 15:25:37
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omg guilt tripping is - well I'm over it, go guilt trip a pot plant is what I think these days. But I remember my relief when given the concept of the sand swirling up when you land on the bottom and soon it will settle and you will see clearly again. Oh okay, not something wrong with me, will naturally fix with a bit of time.

And of course it did. Now I am older and wiser and I know that uncomfortable sense of confusion happens when you pick up a new piece of information and it's not sitting well with what you already have.

They are of course right, the mahatmas, the confusion settles fairly fast. Not because I have resolved it but because I have unconsciously done something that I think is called compartmentalising - like the way a citrus tree deals with a gall wasp. Fast forward to 27 years later and I have just recovered from the confusion of leaving the cult and I am shocked at what a mess my mind is still in. Like a citrus tree with a colony of gall wasps.

Taking two incompatible beliefs and putting them together to sort it out one incompatibility after another took a bit of time but it was an enjoyable process after the decades of cult-daze.

Rawat was a pig wasn't he. Some people just look worse and worse in the rear view mirror. He's one of them. My first intimation that he played nasty games on people was from Durga Ji satsang where she talked of him putting chewing gum in his little daughter's hair.

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Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair --- lakeshore ( Thu, Sep 28, 2023, 07:16:27 ) ( 798 bytes ) +1

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair --- lesley ( Thu, Sep 28, 2023, 17:14:58 ) ( 2072 bytes ) +1

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- Susan ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 00:30:46 ) ( 165 bytes ) +2

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- lesley ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 11:38:22 ) ( 80 bytes ) +1

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- Susan ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 12:27:22 ) ( 316 bytes ) +1

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- lesley ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 15:51:41 ) ( 137 bytes ) +1

I can't find it even with a search for word gum. But- --- Susan ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 16:45:03 ) ( 2134 bytes ) +1

Re: I can't find it even with a search for word gum. But- --- lesley ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 18:35:25 ) ( 789 bytes ) +1

I completely get it --- Susan ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 18:47:38 ) ( 237 bytes ) +1

Re: I completely get it --- lesley ( Sat, Sep 30, 2023, 17:46:21 ) ( 3027 bytes ) +2

Re: I completely get it --- lakeshore ( Sat, Sep 30, 2023, 18:36:47 ) ( 1404 bytes ) +1

Re: I completely get it --- lesley ( Mon, Oct 02, 2023, 00:22:45 ) ( 2318 bytes ) img +1

Marolyn... --- lakeshore ( Wed, Oct 04, 2023, 06:58:09 ) ( 2351 bytes ) +1

Re: Marolyn... and the rest --- Susan ( Wed, Oct 04, 2023, 17:32:07 ) ( 300 bytes )

I was heartbroken and yes, furious, when he married --- Aquinas ( Sat, Sep 30, 2023, 21:22:49 ) ( 3584 bytes ) +1

Re: I was heartbroken and yes, furious, when he married --- lakeshore ( Sun, Oct 01, 2023, 12:05:34 ) ( 2917 bytes ) +2

Re: I was heartbroken and yes, furious, when he married --- KarenK ( Sun, Oct 01, 2023, 12:44:04 ) ( 854 bytes ) +2

hi all --- Susan ( Sun, Oct 01, 2023, 15:11:49 ) ( 213 bytes )
Tea gathering? --- lakeshore ( Mon, Oct 02, 2023, 09:14:02 ) ( 1098 bytes ) +1

Mata Ji's feet? --- Aquinas ( Mon, Oct 02, 2023, 19:00:28 ) ( 610 bytes ) +3

Re: BB Ji's feet? --- prembio ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 16:10:31 ) ( 231 bytes )
Yes, Mata Ji's feet! --- lakeshore ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 17:19:28 ) ( 829 bytes ) +1

Re: Yes, Mata Ji's feet! --- eDrek ( Wed, Oct 04, 2023, 18:31:41 ) ( 1056 bytes ) +1

Re: Yes, Mata Ji's feet! --- lakeshore ( Fri, Oct 06, 2023, 03:28:08 ) ( 315 bytes )

darshan --- Susan ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 18:53:23 ) ( 1373 bytes )

Re: Don't forget the Maharaji special chair --- prembio ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 01:55:46 ) ( 967 bytes ) +3

Re: Don't forget the Maharaji special chair --- tommo ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 06:35:35 ) ( 48 bytes )
Re: Don't forget the Maharaji special chair --- KarenK ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 08:37:02 ) ( 127 bytes )
you have some chair worship photos --- Susan ( Tue, Oct 03, 2023, 18:23:21 ) ( 61 bytes )

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- Aquinas ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 19:30:02 ) ( 185 bytes ) +1

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- Susan ( Fri, Sep 29, 2023, 20:06:30 ) ( 55 bytes ) +1

Re: Chewing gum in his little daughter's hair ? --- Aquinas ( Sat, Sep 30, 2023, 04:49:39 ) ( 682 bytes )