"There's a chair there or a table, and Maharaji will take his lotus feet and move them towards me, and I tell you, that's the most precious thing he could ever do to me in this lifetime. To just make that gesture, you know like I could have to strain and kinda go under the chair and I could reach, but no he takes his foot and gives it to me to do pranam."

How wonderful of him to do that!  Yes indeedy, it's definitely barf-bag time.  This is one of the more sick relationships I ever heard of.  What a pair.  And before that, she said "...we are his children, and he is our father."  It's pretty damned weird when the wife of the cult leader comes out and says she's his child and his wife.  Not only that, she was also supposedly our Mother.  Yikes.  And, if I remember correctly, she also taught her children to kiss their father's feet, too.  Ugh.

Marolyn Rawat contributed a huge amount to the culture of premies and was the one person who set the example, not only through her words, which were "satsang,", the so-called Company of Truth.  She did this through her actions, too. She had all the credibility as his wife and #1 devotee, and whenever she came out on a stage to talk, she was given amost the same respect as Rawat himself -- definitely the same amount of attention.  Same thing goes for Claudia and Raja (Ji) Rawat.

So many premies viewed him based what Marolyn said and did, and the stories she told about living with him.  Marolyn Rawat was living with the guy as his wife, and aware of his X-rated behavior, too.  I can't forget that.  Marolyn Rawat was "the premier" devotee after all.  During the days she was still giving "satsang" at those large 1970's programs, she also put icing on the cake by crowning Rawat when he came out on stage dressed up like Krishna.  She kissed his feet in front of everyone, too.  It was Marolyn Rawat who said so often, that we are a family of Love, too.

I also don't think that she gets a break on this because he has a mistress or even because she got ill a while back.  Many premies got ill, fried, or burnt out doing service all over the place, especially at the residences, when they worked themselves to the bone to serve not only Maharaji, hand and hoof, but Marolyn too.  She has been one major beneficiary of the wealth and lifestyle Rawat's devotees provided him.