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In recent disagreements with Reporter I've been quite open about the "techniques of Knowledge" and I've been a little surprised that Reporter has to a certain extent discussed them as well. "Revealing" the techniques was the biggest sin back in the 1970's and I've thought about this a little. Am I doing something wrong by discussing them when I made the following vow: 'Oh my Guru Maharaji, I dedicate myself to your lotus feet. I am weak and ignorant and am filled with the impurities of this world.
Not that I remember the exact vow as I got that from the ex-premie site. All I can remember is something like "Oh my Guru Maharaji, you can do anything ..." Was that something we said back then? I was quite sincere back in 1973 but even at the time I knew I wasn't making that vow to the picture of the pudgy young Rawat or to his actual person in the US. That would have been ridiculous for me but certainly since I had become involved in DLM I had been able to connect to the idealistic, spiritual part of myself much more and I had experienced concentrated enjoyment in Satsang that I hadn't anywhere else so I made that vow to my Guru Maharaji, my revealer of light and truth, God. At the time I expected there possibly was a deep connection between the boy and God that may become visible in the future, certainly most of the premies who had come before me and were presumably more advanced in meditation and realisation said so. I later decided that this wasn't so but for family reasons I left well enough alone so to speak and didn't bother to publicly discuss the topic for decades. Now, to a certain extent (as I'm much older and no longer have those youthful illusions) actually telling the truth and refuting those cynical lies by Reporter is also putting me into greater contact with that idealistic, truthful part of myself through breaking that vow.
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