Wow, I really thought meditation could give you an euporic high with or without M and that was his hook for keeping you in the Cult. The fact the people didn't get it that their expectations were being manuplated. But if you guys are saying all you get out of it is a nice peacefull relaxed time like when you go for a walk, what the hell! How did he keep you comming back for more?
What I was looking for was a substitute to LSD, I am older and just dont have the time or the physicall endurance to deal with 14 hour trips and 2 days recovery time.
MC