Hi,

even so I was in this premieworld for 27 years I never spoke to Maharaji, so I can say I don't know this person. How schould I be angry with a person I don't know. Maharaji was more like a TV personality for me, somekind of super star. I go so far to say by looking TV you get abused too, they are stealing my time with stupid films and more stupid commercials. Some times I get angry at people I see on TV. But there is nothing I can forgive such persons, I only can forgive a real person for example my partens. I can' t forgive Maharaji, I only can forgive myself to be so stupid. I don't think the abuse of a child is possibel to compare with teh abuse Maharaji. According to my opinion the abuse in the name of today politics is far more worse. Maharaji is selling lies to people and maybe he himself believes most of it and he makes money with that. Don't missunterstand me, I think and I feel it is disgusting cause of his double play but our brains and feelings are much more wasted in this ratrace where we can't say so easiely goodbye like we could and can exit from Maharaji's world.
For me to exit was not much harder than a to break a relationship and normally that happens a few times during ones life and for me Maharaji was just an imaginary friend.

I'm glad that I went on in my life, sometimes I think maybe my life would have been more succesful if I would not have followed such a blown up indian squeezbox, but I will never know. 

....................ciao