OTS,

I wanted to make sure and respond to your post before it falls off the page here.  One thing about you, OTS, is that you don't mince words and I like that a lot   Your writing is so good that it makes your feelings palpable on these pages and you also give others permission to feel and express their justified anger towards Maharaji without being accused of being a hater.  Thank you for that because it's important.

I'll tell you,  I wish I never had been a gopi. I also bought all the Krishna/Arjune shit and tried to live my life that way. When it was so all important for Rawat to have his first flying palace, he never told me I was an unlit match then.  That's telling.

Cynthia