When did you stop believing that Maharaji was the superior power in person, that is, presuming you did once believe that?

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I'm not quite sure that I totally have yet.

Perhaps the premies posting in this thread can help to finally convince me that it was all a dream..

LATER

Dave , you knew that this was the big one when you asked me this question and apart from being on the World Wide Web for anyone to read your question was sensitively put  .

I guess I started to consciously " ex" a little when I first read some of EPO about two and a half years ago. However I didn't refer to myself as an "ex" until a few months ago...a real big thing for me...and still is. It makes me want to puke the way silly premies like Yadot 1 make fun of this kind of dissolution and grief and pretend not to understand the pain some of us still feel. Even worse is the fact that our ever loving Perfect Master has made no attempt to explain anything or to reach out to us in any way (" unlit match " and " pissing contest"  comment NOT appreciated...far too glib...and I suppose that's why premies who post here are glib...just copying their teacher.)I have much more to say on this subject Dave ...but not yet....still too f**cked-up. Ask me again some time.I mean that, too. All the best to you. Good to see you posting on this forum. I'll go away and try to think of a pertinent question to ask you !

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