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Posted by: BEAR ® 03/24/2005, 13:59:37 Author Profile Edit Alert Moderators

It has been a while since I have posted here and I feel the need to say something.I gave Maharaji my time,money and part of my youth,I got back an experence that leaves me with more questions than answers.Basically he broke my heart. Its not easy to say this, I gave my heart openly and freely because alot of what he said and did made alot of sense to me.He has watered down everthing to a few catch phases and platitudes.My hope is not that Elan Vital or Mr Rawat admit about the deceptions and lies but that the real love that I once felt can begin again (but not with him). I will always remember the times I had with him. I think I see things a little different than most of the people on this forum. I am a hopeless romantic and that may be my saving grace. Thank you

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Mending a broken heart --- Mike Finch ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 15:16:28 ) ( 1665 bytes ) +3 Re: Mending a broken heart --- BEAR ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 15:39:00 ) ( 13 bytes ) Re: Mending a broken heart --- jonx ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 17:44:08 ) ( 982 bytes ) +5 Hey, Jonx, just the guy I was looking for! --- Jim ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 18:19:14 ) ( 485 bytes ) +2 You're mistaken Jim... --- Cynthia ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 04:58:20 ) ( 892 bytes ) +2 LOL Well said --- Henna ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 08:17:49 ) ( 203 bytes ) Right, Jonx is a fundamentalist --- Joe ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 15:17:32 ) ( 588 bytes ) Re: Hey, Jonx, just the guy I was looking for! --- jonx ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 11:37:01 ) ( 636 bytes ) +1 As a matter of fact, Jonx, you did! LOL!! --- Jim ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 13:51:36 ) ( 2094 bytes ) Re: Mending a broken heart --- Jonti ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 03:26:02 ) ( 1472 bytes ) +3 WOW ****BEST**** nomination (NT) --- Henna ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 11:35:58 ) ( 13 bytes ) +1 Agreed, great post - and Hi to Jonti (no text) --- Joe ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 11:44:01 ) ( 0 bytes ) Re: Mending a broken heart --- jonx ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 11:45:52 ) ( 444 bytes ) +3 So much bitterness, Jonx... --- Cynthia ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 14:33:09 ) ( 1280 bytes ) +1 Re: So much bitterness, Jonx... --- jonx ( Tue, Mar 29, 2005, 15:21:08 ) ( 344 bytes ) +1 weak and bitter, Jonx... --- Jonti ( Wed, Mar 30, 2005, 07:20:37 ) ( 893 bytes ) Mend that broken heart --- Jonti ( Sat, Mar 26, 2005, 04:44:17 ) ( 703 bytes ) What a shitty spineless cop-out jonx. --- AJW ( Mon, Mar 28, 2005, 04:43:54 ) ( 1938 bytes ) +1 Re: What a shitty spineless cop-out jonx. --- jonx ( Tue, Mar 29, 2005, 15:39:52 ) ( 1454 bytes ) Thanks Jonti ~ Great Post! Many heartfelt truths about it all. (no text) --- Hilltop ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 19:17:24 ) ( 0 bytes ) Re: Mending a broken heart --- billy ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 05:01:59 ) ( 455 bytes ) Jonx- always look on the bright side of life. --- AJW ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 05:58:07 ) ( 198 bytes ) Answering Jonx --- Mike Finch ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 15:37:02 ) ( 2740 bytes ) +1 WELL SAID, Mike! (nt) (no text) --- NAR ( Mon, Mar 28, 2005, 14:18:20 ) ( 0 bytes ) Re: Mending a broken heart --- jonx ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 17:45:19 ) ( 982 bytes ) +1 Re: Mending a broken heart --- gerry ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 17:51:13 ) ( 203 bytes ) Re: Why? --- PatD ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 15:52:52 ) ( 1009 bytes ) +2 Re: Why? --- BEAR ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 16:20:11 ) ( 363 bytes ) Re: Why? --- Juan Carlo Finesseti ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 14:24:26 ) ( 377 bytes ) Re: Why? --- NikW ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 16:20:22 ) ( 819 bytes ) Re: Healing can take years --- Andries ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 16:38:14 ) ( 124 bytes ) Re: Why? --- Joe ( Thu, Mar 24, 2005, 18:10:46 ) ( 1515 bytes ) +1 Joe: Corblimey mate what a lovely post --- Jethro ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 00:39:39 ) ( 60 bytes ) +2 I have to ask --- Juan Carlo Finesseti ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 14:08:47 ) ( 121 bytes ) +2 Corblimey, do you have to? (ot) --- PatD ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 16:44:40 ) ( 653 bytes ) +2 More than I wanted to know, but was compelled to ask. (ot) --- Juan Carlo Finesseti ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 16:59:27 ) ( 78 bytes ) +1 Re: More than I wanted to know, but was compelled to ask. (ot) --- PatD ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 18:52:46 ) ( 209 bytes ) Sorry PatD, I was born in Hackney. --- Jethro ( Sat, Mar 26, 2005, 00:18:00 ) ( 181 bytes ) +2 Don't forget 'strike a light' --- hamzen ( Sat, Mar 26, 2005, 01:23:34 ) ( 38 bytes ) Gordon Bennet --- PatD ( Sat, Mar 26, 2005, 07:20:04 ) ( 277 bytes ) +1 Re: Gordon Bennet --- Jonti ( Tue, Mar 29, 2005, 02:51:16 ) ( 1062 bytes ) link actually Juan you reminded me --- Jethro ( Sat, Mar 26, 2005, 00:15:41 ) ( 606 bytes ) Thank you Jethro, that's very nice. How about some Elgar? --- Joe ( Fri, Mar 25, 2005, 15:56:14 ) ( 1231 bytes ) link +1 Nice Elgar .......mostly OT --- Jethro ( Sat, Mar 26, 2005, 01:06:36 ) ( 1235 bytes ) +1 Freedom of Music --- Joe ( Sun, Mar 27, 2005, 19:24:33 ) ( 397 bytes ) +1 Re: Freedom of Music --- Jethro ( Mon, Mar 28, 2005, 00:05:42 ) ( 742 bytes ) +1 The Indian Experience --- Joe ( Mon, Mar 28, 2005, 16:58:48 ) ( 297 bytes ) +1 Re: The Indian Experience --- Jethro ( Mon, Mar 28, 2005, 22:55:53 ) ( 164 bytes )