Hi Joy Wisdom,

Thanks for dropping by. Why not come back in a weeks time when the " high" has worn off and you can have a more honest dialogue.

"IMHU, a person who is experiencing peace doesn't resort to gripes and insults"

Please don't insult the contributors to this forum then ..as in :

" I suspect that I would feel more peace listening to M for one moment than if I listened to all of your combined "wisdom" for a thousand years.  "

Is that a "gripe" or an" insult " ??

"You all may be able to confuse a few folks with your babble but the thirsty will find the water. "   

Now that's definitely an insult !

 "And that inner Light, that Word, that Peace, that Divine Knowledge is real.  I felt it this weekend.  I am feeling it now.  I hope to feel it tomorrow too. "

Joy Wisdom, I'm sorry if this sounds insulting , but do you realise that you speak like  an automaton. It's as if you can't choose your own vocabulary but that years and years of cult membership means you use cliched language. I suspect you must be a " seventies" premie. You certainly sound like one. I decided to examine that cult that I had participated in for so many years and analyse that premie life that I led, and that style of thinking that I had and that service and that satsang and that meditation that I did.........yes...and even that experience that I had ( er...and mysteriously still have ??? ). As human -beings we have a wonderful critical intelligence which we can use to ask any questions we like, not just pre-prepared and controlled questions ( as EV FAQS or at a program )but those that are far more searching. I'm not here to " gripe" or " insult" ( although that can be cathartic ) but to examine my relationship with Rawatism which has lasted so much of my life.I am grateful for this forum and to those who take part in it and actually, that includes you who remind me of how constrained and narrow "cult thought" can be.Thanks anyway as I think you had good intentions. Lexy.