You seem to think that only you and other premies experience peace within.  How you came by this assumption I don't know but I suspect that Maharaji told you this.  Now, regarding myself, I did NOT experience peace by going to see Maharaji and I saw him many, many times.  He grated on my sensibilities and I never felt good in his presence.

If you like Maharaji and feel good in his presence, that's fine but don't expect other people to feel the same and don't be living under the misconception that only premies feel peace because that obviously isn't true.