I cannot answer for how I sound to you, Jonx...

No you can't. You do sound confused Mike. Really... unlit match, grace being powerful enough to, all-knowing... sheesh!

...but I think I am getting very much clearer and less confused, particularly as regards Maharaji and my involvement with him for 30+ years.

If you are truly happier, good on you. If the above is representative of your personal cosmology as a premie then I'm not surprised you consider yourself clearer.

Actually they emailed me first, and I answered their questions in as respectful and loving a manner as I could.

So you're harmless after all. Just explaining to them in good faith your journey... for their benefit of course.

I am very much looking forward to reading your answers to Jim's excellent questions in his post to you immediately above this one.

Done.