"I assume [you are] saying that I never really understood what Maharaji was all about, and that Knowledge being all about M's grace was a misunderstanding on my part."

Mike, my answer to that is simple. By virtue of you taking a prominent role in a public campaign to obstruct Maharaji from helping people know this wonderful aspect of themself, it is a no-brainer that you never really understood what Maharaji was about. Sorry my friend, just stating the obvious.

"Well Jonx, if you are who I think you are, you were not around during the seventies, not as an active premie, like you are now with your current wonderful service."

Sorry mate. It's not me.

"...why do you put your formidable talents to such waste?"

To devote your worldly talents to that which is dear to the heart brings no greater joy. If you could find me a better investment than the heart, I would surely take you up on it. But I dare say you won't be able to.

Why did you devote your talents to him for 30+ years if it was such a waste? That's a long time for a responsible man to waste.