Lakeshore
I regret every instance when I introduced someone to prem and his fake knowledge. My mum and my sister-in-law and different friends over the years. I thought I was giving them a gift. Fortunately most of them experienced nothing, had no feelings for prem and never got trapped by the brainwashing. I think all of them received K only for me, so they didn't have the guru worship connection that was so toxic.
The half dozen or so that I actually initiated into the fake knowledge, I have no idea what happened to them over the years, but I can earnestly hope that they all either walked or ran away.
My life was basically derailed by prem and his lies and I never got it back on track again in the way that I would have wanted to. I did manage to accomplish a lot of things after exiting, but I know that my inner life was deeply affected by his lies and betrayal.
I have reached a place of peace now, but there aren't a whole lot of years left to me, so I try to enjoy every moment that I do have. Regret is not something I want to dwell on even though I do acknowledge that things would have been a lot better if I had never come across the sleazy boy guru when I did. I was just too innocent and too sincere and too trusting. As we all were, I imagine.
If there is any kind of justice at all in the universe, then prem would pay for what he did to so many people. But I fear there may be nothing of the sort. But no matter his state in life, I would never envy him his life - he has no character at all, so his whole life is a waste of space and time. That will just have to be his punishment, if there is nothing else.
