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Lesley, the funny thing is that our disappointments often come from other people and not from what we do ourselves. Maybe that's why is feels so good to be alone now. There are no expectations on me, no betrayals or hurt feelings, no dramas and traumas. Those things were for youth. Now that I am a mellow old lady, I think animals are enough for me.
As for doing things just for the sake of doing them, that time has passed too. I have pretty much done everything I want to do and now it is all about cherishing each day. But not with that breath meditation that only made me focus on my asthma, and not by destroying my eyeballs or causing aching arms or swallowing my tongue (which gives most people a very ugly 'nectar neck').
Poor old prem is still peddling his wares as an aging man, with no peace in sight for him. I don't feel sorry for him, just making an observation.
Your life sounds great - enjoy, enjoy, enjoy.
Modified by Aquinas at Fri, Dec 29, 2023, 19:14:36
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