With the money aspect, it was an eye opener to see what money could do buying influence like that burying the story.  And further. Jon got to spend quite a bit of time one on one with Rawat not so long after that episode. Well, maybe a year. Like when he was on £8m/year. That went on for quite a few years and when Jon died, we were rather surprised that there was nothing at all for his surviving wife or seven kids. I can guess where a lot went, but I never saw the receipts.

And the other thing I wanted to get across is my dismay really looking back. It was the suppression of Susan's story that was instrumental in my leaving the cult. But I never did look at the story find out what was going on or do anything about it. I might have been able. Sure it was a shock to discover I'd been in a cult but Susan had also had that shock and the abuse, and the denial, and then the story suppressed by such corruption.

So sorry Susan. I wasn't paying attention. You really did get the crappy end of the stick. When I stopped being a premie,I didn't immediately become less self absorbed.