and here is link to another website about Ji which may be more easy to follow for an outsider. http://www.prem-rawat-maharaji.info. The other website, ex-premie.org has probably everything you ever wanted to know (and didn't want to know) about Rawat in it, but it is over 700 pages the last I heard. Also http://gurumaharaji.info has a bunch of videos of Ji talking. I can't listen to much of that myself though.But honestly, I know I shouldn't talk since I believed that a greasey-haired teenager with a fetish for expensive cars and watches was the lord of the universe, but how could you believe that Carlos Castaneda crap?