Hate the Darvo - happens all the time doesn't it.
I felt a real need to speak up and say Rawat is a fraudster clearly enough that any premie who wanted to could hear it - and that was possible because of the people here. It was, well I guess it felt like my path of redemption from being a premie.
I continue to feel that the best part of being in that cult has been meeting the ex-premies on leaving it. I am very small potatoes as far as the cult is concerned and my well-being was never threatened by speaking out. It has all been about the people here for me.
The whole world is pretty scary isn't it - I'm always happy to see a friendly face and I am grateful to live in a nice place with a garden and no mental pressure being applied to live in a house of lies.