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Hi Lesley, You really struck a chord. "I felt a real need to speak up and say Rawat is a fraudster clearly enough that any premie who wanted to could hear it - and that was possible because of the people here." I feel the same way with a twist. It was the people here who inspired me and gave me the courage to add my voice to theirs. "it felt like my path of redemption from being a premie" Thank you! That's it and it really touches me. Ever since I left the cult, I've felt a need to redeem myself, almost like asking humanity to forgive me for turning my back on it and accept me back into the fold. And because I strayed so far, I had that much more to make-up for. Taking my cues from Prem Rawat (listening to his actual words) I wrote the entire world off as lost and in the dark to the extent that the only safe place was "on his boat." Everyday people living responsibly, going to school, working hard, raising children and going about their lives as best they could with genuine dignity. Then Prem Rawat comes along and I still feel that need for redemption. It was a deep hole to dig out of. "It has all been about the people here for me." And you're one of them. Modified by lakeshore at Thu, Dec 07, 2023, 17:28:05 |
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