Hi Godo,like Jim I also asked you a question when you first posted which you didn't answer. But I realize that alot of people asked you things and you did a really admirable job of trying to respond to everyone. My question was on another thread so I assume you missed it.
So I'll try again now that things have died down. I don't want to talk to you about all the things written on EPO, just about experience – yours and mine – to see if we can find some common ground.
Like you I was around in the 70's. I lived in the ashram and sang arti twice a day. When I said those words like "superior power in person" and "you are my all, my lord to me" I really believed them. I believed that meditating on Knowledge was a direct connection to Maharaji. What did those words of arti mean to you when you sang them back then? Or were you one of those people who kind of just lurked around the back of the satsang hall and didn't participate? 
