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Hi Nya, I really have no positives for my years in the cult. Maybe as time flows and the pain eases up I will. For me devotion wasn't a "sometimes" thing. It was everything. So was surrender. It will take a lot for me to recover. Here is a poem I wrote while in the ashram.
Time and the river of life I searched the forest for the fine palace Where You first gave Your love to me Either it has become a barren wasteland Or I know not the way there I pleaded my case with Time That I cannot live in this desert alone He laughed quietly and walked away Taking even the memory of Your touch Beyond my reach Maybe You will come back and make my heart Your home again Building it tall and strong with Your Name But I don’t know, the river of life Runs so fast and I am quickly growing older Oh, if I could only find You We would dissolve time by our sweet love And the river of life would start at our door
And here is another one.
How could You go and hide yourself? How could you go and hide Yourself Where can I find You? If I rip apart the stones Will You be there? And what about under each leaf? I’d want to peel back the sky If only Your radiant form I’d see Time will never mend this heart Only whores speak of fidelity Who can call it faithfulness When You’re the only reality Karen
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