I am totally devistated by M's K

There is a coldness in my stomach that beggers belief

I want to spew out this K like the cancerous bile that it is

There is no Sunami like the inner Sunami that this K creates

The devistation and destruction  is just as real

The Bible says that the wicked live in the house of Joy

and the Godly live in the house of mourning

Can some one show me where the peace is that this k

talks about