All I can say is, that people like you, who are using their brains and notice the "red flags" (like they won't answer direct questions, and stepping back to see that Rawat is just speaking in repititive platitudes), are not fertile ground for that cult. They would say you lack "thirst" which is cultspeak for: "turn off brain and proceed forward, full speed ahead." That's what "thirst" is.
Just how notorious are the websites? I know they engender fear in a lot of people, and probably most for an aspirant who has been bitten by "thirst." They would be terrified that they will be rejected for knowledge if they allowed doubt to enter.
The websites are most suited for people like you, people who have just been told about Rawat, and, most of all, premies, especially the large number of premies who are, in the back of their minds, questioning big time.
Thanks, and congratulations.