I for one have never sent you an email, either before, during, or after your difficulty with the man who once styled himself Born Lord of the Yogis,Lord of the Universe,& Satguru Greater than God.Here is a message for you now.........a blast from the past you might say.
As one who wills,and then unwills his will,changing his mind with every changing whim, till all his best intentions come to nil: so I stood havering in that moorland dim, while through fond rifts of fancy oozed away, the first quick zest that filled me to the brim.
Dante:The Divine Comedy:Hell:Canto II.