I knew the old Mahatmas used to ask such questions, but I did not know the later initiators did. When you were in your initiator training was there any discussion of these horrible test questions?

I have posted this before but in my K selection Jagdeo was big on the would you cut of your head for M. I was really afraid he would ask me that, he did not. I would have broken into hysterics because, I was taking it very literally, I was 13. But at the K session, I overheard that Mahatma Ji required a private bathroom. I dreamed up that this must be because that was where he took people to cut off their heads. I thought that maybe, to get K, and this was why it was secret, you got your head cut off, and by some mysterious way are sort of born again with a new head. I was pretty wierd I guess. But I was seriously thinking this. I was SO relieved when nothing like that happened..