I too regularly feel the kind of vibes I experienced in really good satsang or darshan. My perspective though is different to yours in that the vibe feels good, and although I have in the past associated it with Rawat, I no longer do so. These are my feelings, and come from inside me, so I just enjoy them. They were always mine and the mistake I made was associating them with Rawat.

So just enjoy what feels good, and don't try to force yourself not to feel these vibes!