Well I'd never heard of you so I'll leave Cynthia ( who shouldn't assume that Lexy isn't my real name ) to do all the pranaming.

As I have already explained this is the first time I have ever properly used a chat- room and I obviously didn't concentrate enough on reading the rules and had no idea what to do. I had absolutely no idea what "Trolls" were and still don't really know. I hadn't really spent time reading the posts and getting to know people before registering.Well I know all that now and I learnt the hard way. I skipped around joking because nobody really guided me and I didn't know. I saw Angerman accuse me of being a spy and I thought it was too stupid and ignored it . I also noticed you ( Gerry ) dodging me and Sandford's unwarranted rude comment ( 'though I wasn't that bothered by that as I noticed he was rude to almost everyone.) Actually I just tried to be friendly and I'm sorry Gerry that you're so jaded you couldn't even see that.

So this is why ,to me, there seemed to be a distinct contrast between the welcome afforded to Max ,who introduced himself as a fairly high-up premie, and little ol' me ( welcome to the forum where you're allowed to say what you really think Max ! ). 

When I feel less hurt, and definitely NOT when Cynthia orders me to, I will tell my story. Meanwhile I can assure everyone that I am not a spy or a troll just someone who left the lotus feet and needed somewhere to go.

Thanks Bunny ,Dant and those who gave me a kind message and Cynthia for taking the time to try to.