Over the years there have been two kinds of premies: one who looks at themself in the mirror and says, "I am a premie because Maharajii is the Lord", and the other who says, "I am a premie because it feels good".

Okay.

The latter is happier and less easily confounded by all the stuff you guys labour over. The former confuses easily and I dare say is most likely to become an ex-premie.

I was definitely the latter, an "I am a premie because it feels good" kinda guy.  I still think that way and that's why it was relatively easy for me to take Maharaji out of the equation.

I suspect that is something he saw years ago, which prompted him to and focus on the feeling. Of course as we all know, that move confused you guys even more.

I too have moved away from all this Lord stuff and I now focus on the feeling, which has nothing to do with Rawat.  It's great to be rid of the guy whom I've come to think of as a hypocrital, two-faced drunken fraud, unworthy of my respect.

I've cut the cord. The confusion is gone! It feels soooo much better. That's an ex-premie premie my friend.