I am sorry for you because of the "perfect" thing though it was abandoned by the cult now. Why? It is a Sant Mat concept, the main religion Rawat derives from. Better to leave that away, they think. It is even stated in Rawat's names and titles. Prem Pal SINGH Rawat, though Hans was not a Sikh, "SANT Ji Maharaj", were "Sant" points to Sant Mat, and many many more proof. So forget about explaining what "perfect" means. Just a stamp on vague experiences to seduce followers, a practise used for a long long time