Hi Anth about 8 years now, But I am not getting any of the peace that they speak of here

I am having a very bad time indeed

I have spoken to various people IE- a psycho and a cult info help and a christian healing centre

They mean well but  but they are just doing a job

I can never replace the friends that I made as a premie, the gap is so huge

I do not understand how M can let this situation happen it makes him a very cruel individual from before

This must be the nasty side that he talks about on the heading of the Ex-Premie site

I am absolutely in a state of shock at the events going on at the moment, they go into the realm of madness 

If you have any ideas I would love to hear them

If we are lucky enough I will see you in the other place

God Bless