Please don't worry about telling other people about Rawat - if the subject arises, then say whatever you feel comfortable saying, but for your own health, my advice ironically is the same as that given by many premies to ex-premies, which is to move on with your life. Rawat isn't that important, and although we were foolish to trust and believe in him for so long, we are no different from the rest of the human race who trust and believe in people not worthy of that trust.

I hope you don't mind but I disagree with you when you say that we have to keep together. Although it's nice to meet with other ex-premies, some of whom I now count as good friends, they are of necessity (none live in the same country as I!) a small part of my life. The family we need to be part of is our real family, our local community, and the human race. We are not special neither as premies nor as former premies.

I wish you all the best in your recovery.