Exploring the issues posted here by former premies is something that I felt the need to do, even though it has been a long time since my own direct premie activity. However, some darker psychic forces may have been stirred up as a result of this and I have had several very disturbing dreams lately.

Dreams are important indicators of my overall state of being. I use the name `Flywithoutwings` in this forum because flying in dreams is something I have experienced, developed and enjoying for some time.

If I dream well, I often feel well and so I live well, and the reverse is true also…

If I live well, I usually feel well and so I dream well.

In my dream last night I was carrying my daughter as a young child ( she is now grown up) on my shoulders through a room full of people. She was terrified of the images and sounds that were coming from a tv/monitor in the darkened room. I was determined to protect her and continued to reassured her that nothing could not harm her… I would not allow it.

However, It was pretty heavy stuff coming from that tube. It may have been a goomraji dvd or some other such pervasive dark force!

Dave