Well if you 'received k' in the 60s or early 70s(at least) you were no doubt told that if you leave K and/or M your soul is doomed to some hellish existance or something similar. Maybe you still accredit some type of power to Prem Rawat and feel afraid.
I know I certainly felt that for some time after exiting.

It IS scary to have more integrity and human values than those of The Lord-incarnate.

What a perverted Lord who created humans with values that HE clearly has no understanding of ?

"If I dream well, I often feel well and so I live well, and the reverse is true also…"

Just beacuse you have had some disturbing dreams doesnt mean anything is 'wrong'. You may have caressed the bottom of the ocean and scooped up some sand which is temporarily blurring your vision. The sand will settle and all will become clear....eeer did I plageurise that :>)

Personally speaking, I hardly ever remember my dreams and when I do, they never have anything to do with my real life.

all the best

Jethro Ji (appointed by Swami Babaluji)