Easily. Knowing my wife as I do after 30 years of acquaintance and over 20 yeasr marriage I was afraid of the sadness and hurt my thoughtless actions would cause her, not her wrath. As events turned out I was completely justified in this fear.Your being convinced re my so-called residual cult indoctrination is what is excessive and bizarre. And the more I protest the more you may reply "Methinks he protesteth too much." However my saying I have no residual fears resulting out of cult indoctrination is consistent with my history of leaving the cult at the height of it's outward "Indian devotional" period, my general ironic tone, my controversial (on this forum but nowhere else) reiteration that premies are just normal folk and "Knowledge" is no big deal and that Prem Rawat inherited his position and has no charisma or power. I'm not the sort of guy who worried for a minute or even a second about other lifetimes or anything the slightest bit superstitious.
I can only imagine that you must hold these sort of fears and assume everone else must as well in which case the congratulations you deserve for hosting ex-premie.org must be even greater.
