even that you are implying that is your situation. 

In my case, what can be worse than what already happen/is happening to me?  I post anon because of what premies did, not because I'm afraid of exercizing my rights.

Regarding family members being still in the cult, how do you feel about it?  Are you 100% comfortable with bitting your tongue?

Not me.  I be glad to sign with my real name.  It would take them some time, but as Rawat said, "reality is when many see something as real".  We will be helping the ones we love in the long run.  THAT is not reality. Freedom is reality, not an  abusive cult leader doing what ever he wants to the ones we love.