Gosh Jonx, such 'clarity', mate. Very impressive.
Unlike some poor sods here you have obviously made great progress on this path of Self-Knowledge.
Yes, you were 'attracted' by the wrapping of , let me guess, 'seeing God face to face' or was it 'the palace in the sky', but you have discarded all that (with a little help from Maharaji) and found your True Self - this time wrapped in the Ultimate Truth of Inner Peace and Fulfilment. You are one lucky guy because obviously " many are called but few are chosen".
I am glad you have managed to 'discard' your 'self-generated' beliefs and are now experiencing Truth in its 'unadulterated' form. That really is something to shout about.