Are you an American Indian or an India Indian?
What a laugh that a doctor recommended that you stop practicing Knowledge. I think many doctors would feel the same way. RawAss doesn't have a chance for the legitimacy he is trying to obtain.
I do think it is true that the pursuit of Knowledge can be very detrimental for some people. Afterall, the premie is supposed to be constantly striving for peace and in the ongoing, never-ending process of becoming more and more peaceful. It can be very frustrating, always feeling you are never good enough or close enough.