I often hear M speak about corporations spending billions of dollars to make ads to entice us, because they know that we're looking for something. But what I didn't realize that time was that M himself was doing all he could do to entice me into his filth. What an ugly creature he is. I never saw his ugly photos posing as Krishna when I was an AssFollower. I don't want to use the P... word, instead I will use AssFollower.

Anyway I'm not an AF any more. Thank god for that. Fortunately I just had K for 3 years. But those were the worst period ever in my life! It was a nightmare. He sucked up my soul, my personality. I became somebody else, removed from friends and family, spending all my limited money to travel to AssPrograms. Finally, I was on medication for anxiety disorder, feeling suicidal. My love for my family is what prevented me from doing it.

On my doctor's advice I stopped practicing K reluctantly. He advised me not practise it for one year and later continue if I feel better. I recovered and haven't practised K for the last six months. I realized the cause for all my trouble was M and his K just two weeks back. It was kind of a revelation. Then I started reading through the websites of ex.... These forums help me in my healing process. Thanks.