You don't get to revise what I and others here know to be the truth about Prem Rawat's words, just because you don't want it to be the truth.  Grab a tape of that satsang and listen to it -- I guarantee you that you're incorrect.  I remember hearing that particular satsang because it was just around the time I moved into the ashram.   You must have received Knowledge too recently to know anything about this.  You do sound very confused, and probably just don't know much about these things.  I'm glad to clear up your confusion for you about this. 

I understand the belief system of the Rawat cult very well and always have.  And again, I did listen to his satsang all the time, over and over, and I also read it a lot too.  Just because I don't believe it anymore doesn't mean I don't understand it anymore.  Plus, aspirants never were told Rawat was talking about his father, but he only spoke of his father when he specifically referred to his father. Initiators never floated that idea either -- never -- especially to aspirants!  What Rawat often did (which I can see why it's confusing you) was that he'd sometimes included himself in a royal "we" type of thing and say "we must worship GMJ" -- that sort of thing.

Listen you can't revise my history in that cult just because you can't accept the truth about it.  Your rationalizing and wishing away the truth doesn't make it untrue -- that's childish.  

You've lost this argument here hands down.  But, if you really don't believe me, just ask Prem Rawat to expain it to you next time you speak with him.