Hi Hussain,

That was an interesting question.  In my life experience these types of people (narcissists, sociopaths) only cry for themselves, and when they do cry, it's for the things in life that have a direct impact on them alone.  They lack empathy.  So it is conceivable that Rawat would cry, but only for himself and I'd guess for the lost income based on the lost premies.

The other assumption is that Rawat ever cared about premies.  He never has cared -- it's a myth that he loves premies.  Anyone who ever got that impression did so because of his stage act and nothing more, because the vast majority of premies have never met and interacted with Rawat, and believe what they do about him based on what he's said on a stage or in a video tape. 

When I spent time around him, Rawat was very aloof and distant towards most premies -- even towards the premies who loved and adored him so much.  He only appeared "friendly" around those premies he seemed to know very well, but even in those situations, he often was horribly sarcastic and nasty to folks, in retrospect.  He also has a reputation for verbally and phyically abusing the premies who have been the closest to him over the years, such as residence premies and instructors.  There are many documentated stories about his awful treatment for instance, of the folks who lived at his Malibu residence.  Another good example of his abusiveness is in the training transcripts.  If you haven't read them, they are linked above in the forum introduction.  He's quite the megalomaniac.