Although I realised you were joking and enjoyed your sense of humour, Hussain, I thought it was actually a very good discussion point !

I know that I used to really believe that he did care and somehow personally knew whenever I was very devoted and whenever I " spaced out " ( ie. didn't do " Satsang , Service and Meditation "......I keep forgetting what they are called now ).

I do remember that he was asked this question way back in the early seventies ..." What happens to a premie who doesn't practice Knowledge ".........or something similar. Maharaji replied that it was like we are all in a lift and those premies that don't practise will go up with the lift ,regardless !!