Because I think he was the one who sent the Scattini spoof letter. I don't know it; I only suspect it. That letter used a very personal issue I put myself on the line for, as did another ex, in something unethical. When I complained, someone from Australia accused me of being a wussy American who didn't know the gloves were off and this was WAR now. I wonder if I was wrong that was John too?

So now he talks about his former crusade, a pejorative term, and seems to imply he has seen the light and the rest of us are still on a crusade.  I get angry because here is someone who appears to just swinging from one extreme to another and almost treated being an ex as joining a new cult. This really gets me angry, as extremist ex's are just as helpful to making M look like a victim as a CAC site. And now this very same person is dishing out judgement and blame. As I am right now, and I really hope I am not wrong. In do not KNOW the same person was behind all of this but it sure looked that way.

I hope someone understands this. There is something especially hard for me everytime one of these John posts pops up.  He said his shrink said he was like a lightning rod running into lightning- is he still running into storms?

This is the only letter I have sent John BTW