If that is your true stance on things, then there is nothing more to be said really, is there?By coming around here now, you are actually potentially inflicting damage on the efforts of people who are genuinely trying to communicate about their experiences with Maharaji over the last 30 years or so.
It is understandable that your more recent troubles have been so overwhelming as to make you regret involving yourself in the first place, but enough should now be enough.
My advice to you is just to quietly move on and get your life back into order.
You will always be fondly remembered by probably many. Just don't say anything more, for everyone's sake (IMO).
