I used to sit through hours of aspirant satsang ....Finchy, Yoganand, Gitanand, Ashoke.... the whole lot of 'em. I vividly remember ,after a particularly long afternoon session, thinking ...." ahhh, it's all inside me...I must get this K  now!!!". That was a big turning point. As I say, though, then you had to fit in all the " family", and what not, into the whole trip.

Ahhhhh, and what a trip !