Sheila,
At this forum, we are currently going through a bit of a difficult time with an ex-premie who seems very depressed. The debate about Maharaji and Knowledge can be felt very deeply by some people and hurt their feelings, so I don't want to get into any kind of argument with you that might cause you to feel resentment toward ex-premies and toward Jonathan.
I would only say that love and truth are independent of Knowledge. Premies say that they love Knowledge, just as you have said, but what we love is love and truth, and the practice of Knowledge has no monopoly on them. Please remember that.