It takes honesty to allow yourself to NOT fall into eithe rblack or white.

I know what black and white thinking is.  But you didn't explain your other statements.

I'm not holding my breath for Prem Rawat to become honest! A lie doesn't become a fact because Prem Rawat says so or because one of his current followers says so.  And I know lying is engrained within the culture of Prem Rawat and his followers.  So do many other ex-premies.   

A great example of this culture of lying is the vast amount revisionism in all of the various Wikipedia articles about Prem Rawat, the FAQs on Prem Rawat's website, TPRF, and Elan Vital.