You can't even use your own name and stand behind what you say.  How do you hope to have any kind of credibility whatsoever?  Well, maybe you don't expect to have any, you are just trying to let off steam, or anger, or revenge, or whatever it is that motivates you.  The fear is pretty great, isn't it Jonx?  I mean, the fear of actually saying the stuff you do and letting people know who is actually saying it. Believe me, I've been there, I know because I was a premie for a very long time.

 I don't offer anything to the world, unlike was your Perfect Master claims to do, but doesn't.

When you leave a false belief system like that of Prem Rawat, you don't "forfeit" anything, you get your life back, and you direct it as you choose, and the thing you gain is not wasting time pursuing a fairy tale.  The sad part about being a premie is the terrible waste of time following a false dream.  That's my biggest regret.  The waste of so much time.

I'm not surprised you can't criticize Rawat, that is the number one mind control element of every cult.  The cult leader is above criticism or doubt, no matter what.  Thanks for demonstrating that so clearly, you are clearly still a cult member in good standing.

And quit with the dismissive bullshit about ordering me to read what you said to somebody else.  If you don't have the common courtesy to response to me, well to hell with ya.

Also, you don't have the faintest idea about what I ever "experienced." You have absolutely no idea, so don't pretend you do.

I understand you missed most of the major "I AM THE LORD OF THE UNIVERSE" period of your master, so you probably dont' know what you are talking about anyway.

BTW - how the hell do you know what my name is? How are you so sure you know who I am?  There are lots of "Joes" in the world, you know.