The previous two responses to you say much of how I feel as well. He told the world and the media one thing and he told his premies and fed his own media machine something entirely else. For example, he did not tell Merv Griffin on national TV what he told premies at programs or put in his pr material. If he did, I doubt he would have been invited to speak before Congress or received any keys to any cities.
But really, the honest answer to you is really:
YOU DO TOO KNOW WHAT WE ARE TALKING ABOUT!
WORDS ON PAPER IS WHAT YOU SHOWED US.
LIFE EXPERIENCE AND MEMORY IN HIS OWN APPROVED PICTURES AND WORDS OF WHAT REALLY DID HAPPEN IS WHAT ARE IN THE ARCHIVES.
'THE SUPERIOR POWER IN PERSON' LINE IN THE ARTI HE GAVE US TO SING, AS I UNDERSTAND IT, WAS WRITTEN IN BY HIM. METAPHOR? NO. HE MEANT IT. YOU DON'T KISS THE FEET OF A MESSENGER, YOU KISS THE FEET OF THE LORD, OR MAYBE YOU ARE INTO FOOTKISSING WHEREVER YOU CAN GET SOME. IT WAS ALWAYS A NOD NOD WINK WINK THING AND IF YOU WERE THERE YOU KNOW IT. IF NOT, YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS DEFENDING THIS ISSUE.