'I had a look at that training transcription. Dark outside or not? Beats me. Must admit I can't make head nor tail of it. While it's true I am prone to temporary bouts of brilliant work occasionally, for the most part I find my ability to learn and understand stuff quite below average. I was crap at school, for example.'What exactly are you trying to say here?
I haven't read this latest training material, because I have read earlier stuff, and have already got the general picture.
The message being that Maharaji can often come across greatly differently from the nice guy which premies usually only perceive.
From what you say elsewhere, it appears you have met Maharaji personally, and been deeply impressed by his humility and so on.
OK, let's accept that.
So what do you in all fairness make of the training material?
Does it at all bother you, or change your image of Maharaji?
Do you feel that your understanding of K is challenged in any way by seeing that Maharaji is not always all-compassion and so on?
Please be totally honest. I am asking you sincerely, as it is interesting to me to try to understand you.
