Roupell,
There wasn't enough honesty in your answer to make any further conversation worthwhile. You're not your own man, Stan. You're a stupid, middle-aged follower of a ridiculous cult leader and you do indeed lie to the world, and perhaps even yourself, to protect him. Cowardly? I could go on and on trying to get a real, honest answer from you but years of experience with you shows that you don't have enough backbone, enough integrity for that kind of conversation. It would necessarily lead to some serious criticism of Rawat and there's no way you're going there.
It'd been a while and I thought I'd give you yet another chance to try being honest. I knew you wouldn't but, what the hell, eh? Anyway, you came through exactly as expected -- hence the "typical" -- and I gave your answer exactly as much attention as it deserved. Now I feel like I'm wasting my time. You're just not worth a further second.