It's like Rawat saying he never said he was God.  You can't have it both ways - either 'Prem' was of supreme relevance to us or he wasn't.

I think it is a more common story in our generation, than is generally acknowledged (not surprising it's like that of course).  I have to admit I barely register a thought about my ex these days, but I expect I will hear if he has died, I would like to know so I guess there is still some sense of connection.  But I know what you mean in talking about an eerie sense of disconnectedness, I think the connection I still feel is 100% based in the warmth in me.

tbh, my dreams have substantially pretty much all been crushed and it hurts a lot at times to think about it but somehow it still doesn't stop me from dreaming.  I really do feel like I am doing okay.